Most say that 13 means bad luck. Well, today is my bad day. My Friday the 13 didn't went well i guess. It actually involves mood and feelings. So, today at school i was really not in the mood. Maybe it's because i'm fasting and i had lack of sleeping. Yesterday, i slept for two hours, and today i slept for like 3 hours -_- I gossiped and talked about other people with my friends :| and that's not allowed when you're fasting soo, sorry the people me and my friends talked about, peace.
So moving on, i feel like everybody hates me. i know it's weird, but today it's true. I felt like people hates me :( Not mentioning i'm really sad cause now i feel like i'm growing apart from my not literally twin sister, Risya. I just feel like we're not as close as yesterday, the day before yesterday, and so on. She's my best sister ever (she's maybe the only sister i have, since i only have step sisters). If you're reading this Risya, i really want us to be like the old days where we laugh our asses off, rolled on floor laughing, gossiping, imagining, and telling each other our deepest darkest secrets... i love you sist.
Today I had a fight today with my stepmom just because of a small thing. That made my mood became worst. But the most awful part of the day was that i'm growing really far apart from my dad. He used to be my hero, now i think he doesn't love me :'( he loves my lil bro, when the fact is I love him more than my lil bro loves him. He acts like he doesn't care about me anymore. Today, he was going out of town with my lil bro and my other stepmom (don't ask) and i'm not even asked to come with them. Now, he's gone out of town already and didn't even say goodbye or see you in a couple of days, or i'm sorry i didn't ask you to come, or anything. Seriously, that made me really unhappy and sad. me and my dad used to be so close, he used to be really sweet and nice to me :'( i cried before writing this post. It's not his fault too actually. I was not at home for quiet a while, and when i got back, he changed. He was getting closer to my lil bro (step bro) and my other step mom. Well, yeah. it is a bad luck day after all. Well peeps, That's My Friday the 13th. How's yours?
Quotes Of The Day:
"There are moments when you simply smile outside, but when the truth is you're crying inside."
"I'll try to fix this. even though it's not easy, i'll try. no matter how much tears and sweat i need to fix it."
I ♡ You Guys
i love you! :') i want it to be like the old days too where yeah we'd just do everything together. i guess 'FRIENDS' in school are major suckish distractions (no offense rashanad).
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